someone wonderful told me once
great pain makes great art
that got me to thinking
is that all we are?
because that's what this is..
someone wise told me once
hope's a walking dream
and for a moment i believed
but if that's the case..
where've you been leading me?
someone perfect told me once
i love you, never leave
and in an instant
i woke up
and found it was a dream.
I used to write alot about you
not so much as of late
my songs barely rhyme
but all the same
their yours
and you gave me flowers not to long ago
they lay dead on my floor
and everytime i smell them
my heart breaks a little more
i don't know who you're with now
old what's her name, no doubt..
i feel petty but
you're still al i write about
and if you asked my hand tomorrow
i wouldn't waste any time..
and for my weding vows
i'd show you how i made this rhyme
did you know i used towrote about you?
just not so much anymore..
i'm just a beauty queen
that uses too many anphedimines
and holds her head too high
so she dosn't see you leave her
but i'll cry cold tears and spill hot lies
because your trust
isn't something i'd like to buy
every breath is a censorship
and every word is a fault
because i'm tripping on hard powder..
and to me you've taught..
i don't need drugs to be beautiful.
everything smells of you as of late
i lay in bed
and inhale fate
the stars have a strange glow
since you've arrived
and I can't help to think
that you've already known
but you see...
that's what makes life a mystery
like the way the sun falls behind the sea
sorry if i seem to repeat myself
but you look wonderful tonight
and just as quick as those words escaped me
you blinked out of sight
everything smells of you as of late
i lay in bed
and inhale fate..
I might have alot of friends, you know
but they don't compare to you
and sometimes I compare you to the sun
shining brighter everyday
greeting me in the morning
kissing me goodnight in the evening
and when you disappear into the horizon
the moon and i weep
for when you're gone
in darkness we fall
please shine for me
I need to feel your warmth
I need to feel you
forever.
I know you were never meant for me
and me and you will never be
but in my dreams
I'm all you see
please
I know you can try
even if it's just for a litle while
a second or two
please just try
to love me as much as I love you.
Fears will never overcome me and forget-me-nots, they keep me going..
I'm sorry to say in my camera died, I wish to digitalize that love i keep for you
and only you, just only you.
[chorus]
So listen to me hold a tune to every tear that crashed for you
lend an ear to every note to pass my throat
it's all for you.
[end chorus]
Superstitions get best of me, I'll cover my eyes and count to three
and hope that when I move my hands
i'll see your beat-up minivan
all of this is just for you
and only you, just only you.
[chorusx2]
What's to happen from here on out?
I'm confused as why you're not around..
I left others lonely, broken..
just to have it
thrown back at myself.
For this?
For what..?
No one should have to live all of their life alone.
So alone..
I thought we could make things work
I know we can
If I just hold on..
Just hold on.
I wanna keep you in my heart forever,
You keep my soul fixed together,
you're my light...no matter how hard it is to see..
even in the darkest part of me.
I need you in my heart forever,
You keep me wishing we're together..
you are there where ever I may be
even in the deepest part in me.
Without you my world would fall apart,
Without you no love fills my heart.
No-one can take that away....
I'll be here, come what may.
When I saw you for the first time
I knew I wanted you to be mine
But things have changed, it's different..
I've said things I never meant..
Please..
I'm sorry now for my harsh words
I just wish you'd never he
Liar..
tired of this truth?
It's all you are and all you've been
It's not hard to admit.
Spilling lies through frosted eyes
And I have had enough of it.
Quiet..
I know what's soon to come
Your wrong is right
while right be wrong
because of this you're left alone.
Through all this you've left me beat
loveing you was bittersweet.
Hey there gorgeous boy..
can you hear my song?
I'm writing this to you
my heart is ever strong..
Hey, my darling boy..
Can you hear me now?
Singing's getting harder..
Yet to these tears I vow..
Maybe, someday
This song will get through
Hopefully It's not to late
For your love to rescue..
Every look that you give her,
makes me colder within..
But the times that we've shared,
made my dark center thin.
How did you do this?
Is all of this real?
You've branded my heart,
with your golden seal.
You've brightened my outlook,
yet somewhere inside..
I'll try to open a closed book
With me as your bride.
Atomic-bomb phenomenon. by AnUntrustyInk, literature
Literature
Atomic-bomb phenomenon.
My life's an atomic bomb,
just wait for the count down..
it's a cold hard phenomenon,
and every tick..
a sound; renown.
My paperheart is never heard..
adhesive drips to foolish mouths.
if this was never to occur..
death is something I'd prefer.
What's the use when all you feel,
is something that was never real..
Who's to blame when you're alone,
and those three words are set in stone..
Don't drop my heart, it's fragile now
with one last song I do allow...
Wait..
I've waited far too long.
Though I devised my own demise
just lend an ear
to one last song...
Where's you're love by fits and starts?
my heart-beat has gone off the charts..
Why did you have to lead me on?
How could this fool be your one
But to you I will endow..
one last song, so hear me out.
Wait..
I've waited far too long
Though I devised my own demise
just lend an ear
to one last song...
Here's the
Hate, loathe, detest...
crossed expressions gace your face.
Are you blind to her protest?
No more love may come her way.
And in her eyes,
your trapped inside....
There's no use to try and hide.
To live with hate
or die deprived....
Just one more thing,
you must descide.
Through all your suffering and woe...
why do you still love her so?
Her soul is slowly drifing away..
as light seeps into her eyes.
She paints the shadows all around..
to hide from all their lies.
She walks along the river..
so broken standing bleak.
Locking away all the pain..
her heart is growing weak.
Her lips coverd in ashes,
while skin so rough and pale.
Her eyes begin bleeding tears,
as her body becomes so frail.
Gazeing into the dirty waters...
so confused with no direction.
Looking within this frozen child...
stairing deep at her reflection
Liar..
tired of this truth?
It's all you are and all you've been
It's not hard to admit.
Spilling lies through frosted eyes
And I have had enough of it.
Quiet..
I know what's soon to come
Your wrong is right
while right be wrong
because of this you're left alone.
Through all this you've left me beat
loveing you was bittersweet.
Favourite genre of music: Metal; Acoustic; Punk MP3 player of choice: Neon blue i-pod nano Personal Quote: "I swear I saw the world spin beneath you.."
Yeah..
I'm pretty pissed.
So..I go over my bestbud Ashleys house to hang and she lives in the ghetto.
Mhm.
Before we leave her gay faggot uncle comes over.
He calls us all prostetues because of our eyeliner and asks if we where playing dressup because of the way we dress..
I'm like..alright dude, I just met you 5 seconds ago and you go and call me a prostetute? I dont think so. Do you think I'm 10 years old or something? Screw off.
Back to Ashleys Ghetto house...
I don't like rap.
Or gangsters.
So these faggots start pissing me off and calling me crap.
Uh..what the hell.
So yeah..
I walk away like a nice girl and the hear "FATASS